What Wears Me Out...

What wears me out.. 

This would be an easy topic to get on a soap box and complain about my life so I am really going to try not to do that.

But honestly what wears me out is a tough topic to talk about I am so many things in my life I hold so many titles..

Sister

Daughter

Friend

Live in girl friend

Student

I think the one out of all of these that wears me out the most is the student, I am a Senior this semester but I still have a year to go, this is my fourth year, but I still have another year..

Its hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel when you have piles of books and papers and deadlines.. Lets face it the professors I have this semester don't care,some of them are assholes.. rude..

Its the feeling that I can never shut my brain off there is all these questions I have to answer about life, about myself.

What do I want to do?

Thats a question I have been trying to answer since I was a senior in high school, and fortunately I have the answer I just have to have the pay check to afford what I want.

Afford a family..

I miss that high school version of myself, the one who knew what she wanted (only because I had no clue what the real world was).. The one that had no worries (I have bills and responsibilities now).. The one that had confidence (because I was an arrogant little child).. 

Growing up is hard.. But I think it'll get easier, as I get more settled in this chapter of my life.. But I was hoping you would think Id have myself figured out by now.. Three years out of high school and four years into college.. 

So for right now I just try and tell myself I am 20, I should slow down enjoy this time in life where all I do is go to school.. Enjoy the irresponsibility of this chapter (if you know me.. you know I am the furthest thing from irresponsible) 

So I am 20, A senior in college and this wears me out the most.. 

Day 1. What do you find most challenging in your life right now?

Day 2. What makes you uniquely you?
Day 3. A photo that makes you happy
Day 4. Style 31. Post a pic of you in your favorite outfit.
Day 5. Write a blog thanking someone who has made your heart come alive.
Day 6. Your most embarrassing moment
Day 7. Whats your most prized materialistic possession?
Day 8. Have a beauty secret (e.g. hair tip, make up tip)? Share, please!
Day 9. What virtues do you value in yourself? 
Day 10. What are some of your favorite make up products? 
Day 11. Post a recipe. Or if you don't cook, try a new recipe and write about how it turned out (pictures please!).
Day 12. Write about what wears you out as a woman.
Day 13. A YouTube video
Day 14. Style 31. Post an outfit pic!
Day 15. What do you wish for?
Day 16. Write about your dogs :)
Day 17. Write about 3 things that make you happy.
Day 18. If you could, what would you tell yourself before you graduated high school?
Day 19. Write about your significant other
Day 20. Write about school and why you love it or hate it.
Day 21. Write about your most vivid childhood memory. Post a picture of you taken over ten years ago.
Day 22. What did you do today?
Day 23. Who's your celebrity look alike?
Day 24. What is God teaching you presently?
Day 25. Style 31. Post a pic of your favorite comfy clothes.
Day 26. What do you hope your grandchildren will say about you someday when you are gone?
Day 27. Who are your favorite bloggers?
Day 28. Write about your insecurities as a woman.
Day 29. Your day, in great detail
Day 30. What do you think is going to happen to you after you die?
Day 31. Your favorite quote