What do you find most challenging in your life right now?

Challenge.. Thats the question.. 

I think my biggest challenge right now is personal, a long personal story i don't know exactly how to or where to start telling..

About 13 months ago, I decided to transfer school down to Nevada.. I told my Mom my decision and she supported me "side note my parents are divorced"..

I told my dad and that didn't go over very well because I was choosing to live with my boyfriend of 5 years at the time. He decided to cut me off financially and tell me I'd end up just like my mom a trashy trailer whore.. Which I feel I should add right about now that my mom is none of that but thats how the cookie crumbles in a bitter divorce.

So I moved down here understanding I'd have no help, but the catch is my father has to pay child support till time 21.. Where the challenge comes in.

Ive been in a child support battle with my dad since I moved down here.. 

So the challenge is that one of my brothers has cut all ties with me because of my decision to sue my dad, my dad's side of the family has cut me out. I expected all of this and was prepared mentally for it but nothing can prepare you for the emotional side of it. I never had a solid relationship with my dad, it was always about work or alcohol or something else besides us three kids. 

I promise my blogs wont be this depressing the next 30 days.. 

Day 1. What do you find most challenging in your life right now?
Day 2. What makes you uniquely you?
Day 3. A photo that makes you happy
Day 4. Style 31. Post a pic of you in your favorite outfit.
Day 5. Write a blog thanking someone who has made your heart come alive.
Day 6. Your most embarrassing moment
Day 7. Whats your most prized materialistic possession?
Day 8. Have a beauty secret (e.g. hair tip, make up tip)? Share, please!
Day 9. What virtues do you value in yourself?
Day 10. What are some of your favorite make up products? 
Day 11. Post a recipe. Or if you don't cook, try a new recipe and write about how it turned out (pictures please!).
Day 12. Write about what wears you out as a woman.
Day 13. A YouTube video
Day 14. Style 31. Post an outfit pic!
Day 15. What do you wish for?
Day 16. Write about your dogs :)
Day 17. Write about 3 things that make you happy.
Day 18. If you could, what would you tell yourself before you graduated high school?
Day 19. Write about your significant other
Day 20. Write about school and why you love it or hate it.
Day 21. Write about your most vivid childhood memory. Post a picture of you taken over ten years ago.
Day 22. What did you do today?
Day 23. Who's your celebrity look alike?
Day 24. What is God teaching you presently?
Day 25. Style 31. Post a pic of your favorite comfy clothes.
Day 26. What do you hope your grandchildren will say about you someday when you are gone?
Day 27. Who are your favorite bloggers?
Day 28. Write about your insecurities as a woman.
Day 29. Your day, in great detail
Day 30. What do you think is going to happen to you after you die?
Day 31. Your favorite quote