what am I being taught...

I hope who ever reads this has their sarcasm detector on...

I hate what I am being taught but I think its a lesson I need.. although I thought I had already learned my lesson..

You know how you wake up and your thought when you look in the mirror is "I look like crap"

I feel like that every day.. 

the joys of having a brain who hates your body is a torturous daily event for myself..

Normally I cant just push through this and the next day its better but the last couple of weeks has been hell.. I hate reaching out to people for help on this because a lot of the time people jump the gun and think I'm going off the deep end..

I could easily get on a soap box and complain about my body but I think I should save that for a different post (day 28).. I hate those women who get in groups and call themselves fat and tell each other how ugly they are just to boost their self confidence so by no means am I trying to do that cause I'd slap myself in the face.. 

So I am being taught to love myself, to be tough and to push through when I don't think I can.. 

Day 1. What do you find most challenging in your life right now?

Day 2. What makes you uniquely you?
Day 3. A photo that makes you happy
Day 4. Style 31. Post a pic of you in your favorite outfit.
Day 5. Write a blog thanking someone who has made your heart come alive.
Day 6. Your most embarrassing moment
Day 7. Whats your most prized materialistic possession?
Day 8. Have a beauty secret (e.g. hair tip, make up tip)? Share, please!
Day 9. What virtues do you value in yourself? 
Day 10. What are some of your favorite make up products? 
Day 11. Post a recipe. Or if you don't cook, try a new recipe and write about how it turned out (pictures please!).
Day 12. Write about what wears you out as a woman.
Day 13. A Good Self Tanner..
Day 14. What do you wish for?
Day 15. Write about your dogs :)
Day 16. If you could, what would you tell yourself before you graduated high school?
Day 17. Write about 3 things that make you happy.
Day 18. Post and outfit pic..
Day 19. Write about your significant other
Day 20. Write about school and why you love it or hate it.
Day 21. Write about your most vivid childhood memory. Post a picture of you taken over ten years ago.
Day 22. What did you do today?
Day 23. Who's your celebrity look alike?
Day 24. What is God teaching you presently?
Day 25. Style 31. Post a pic of your favorite comfy clothes.
Day 26. What do you hope your grandchildren will say about you someday when you are gone?
Day 27. Who are your favorite bloggers?
Day 28. Write about your insecurities as a woman.
Day 29. Your day, in great detail
Day 30. What do you think is going to happen to you after you die?
Day 31. Your favorite quote