Late Night thoughts..

I guess it depends on where you are and what time it is there to consider this late...

I have 4 days left at the university and 6 days left at the community college.. Three weeks off than five weeks of summer school. I really hope I can make it through these next months till July 8th because I really need to stay on track with my class schedule. I am so pissed I am not graduating this May like I would be if I had stayed with nursing or respiratory care. I probably would have ended up hating it in the long run though. So on one hand I am happy I moved on and made these changes but on another hand I am not happy about it at all. When I was a senior I had this perfect idea that at the age of 20 I would be done with school, have a bachelors and be working supporting myself. 

But I'm not doing any of that right now, still trucking along this horribly long road of higher education.. 

The worse part about being in school for so long is that the annoying people have became so much more annoying and you have no tolerance for anything. I think I am extra irritated because I wasn't terribly challenged academically this semester which has resulted in me being completely bored by Friday because I already have all my homework done and studied for the next text coming up so much I cant stand to touch note cards. 

The one class I thought I would end up hating this semester has actually became one of my favorites, I really like my American History class and I hate dislike history. But what I have came to find out is that I like the stuff about America everything outside of that I really don't want to learn about.. This would probably be the time to mention one of my summer classes is ancient history.. I know those of you on my Facebook will be subjected to me complaining about that class for five weeks and all I have to say about that is if I can deal with it you can to. After all you people don't have to study you just have to use your eyeballs to read my opinion on it. 

I hope that one day I will look back at these last four years and not want to kick myself anymore for every change I made, its not that I regret my changes on paths in life its just that I wish I could have came to this point sooner. I don't like being dependent on anyone and its really starting to take a toll on me when I have to ask other people for things I need. Not that anyone expects me to justify what I am asking for it just gets a little annoying after awhile. 

I have learned quiet a lot about myself in these short four years, I have changed for the better but I have made some mistakes that I would go back and change. Those are more personal than academic. Thats the purpose of life though right? 

To go through it and learn, make mistakes and hopefully turn out for the better...